Do you ever feel restless? Filled with boredom? I feel stuck, but full of energy to do more, to experience, to live. Lately I just find myself searching to live, to go out, do something. I used to be content with staying in and enjoying time alone. I still do, but I have this feeling that even though I am alive, I’m not living. There’s more out there for me to experience, learn from. I have outgrown being here, Galloway…Newark…New Jersey. I need to leave and live. I feel the best during the times when I travel, meet other people, see places, experience things I have never before. That’s when I feel alive, I feel growth within and around me.
I’m unsatisfied, uninspired, content but not excited, alive but not living. I’m restless.